Wednesday, 21 January 2015

old flame.

Assalamualaikum,
yup,it's been awhile since aku dah 16 tahun and i was like "wat de fish im going 17 next year" dan pada masa itu aku akan berperang dalam pelajaran. Ewahh ayat nak powerr. Bak kata cikgu fifi "tahun ini bukan honeymoon" scary gila dengar. Aku ambik akaun , but mulanya aku ambik ict. tapi bila fikir balik..baik ambik akaun...dapat sikit ilmu bab bab mengira ni..walaupon aku tak suka mengira. Kuikui. Nasib baik tak ambik add math,fizik,bio,kimia pe semua tuh. Eshh , math pun tak lepeh lagi nak ambik add math mangkooo le jawabnyee.

Sometimes , i feel weird. I don't think that kind of feelings can 'bluff' away from my mind. Its like, "hey i think i feel something" hell yeah,the day when i decided to focus on future. And that 'thing' like always come back to me. You know that 'thing'? Ala that thing lah. Of course , i don't have any feeling towards him. You know...he just someone who NEVER can't i forget. Like never. Act,he's not perfect and he just clumsy man who know making troublesome. HAHA macam perfect sgt aku ni. 

Sometimes an, aku rasa "wah happynya" macam seolah-olah ada pelangi yang terbit.And sometimes aku rasa nak tumbuk orang -,- well,he have someone 'new' in his life. Whenever i see him with his 'new life' i just feel something going trough all over my heart and 'BANGG' crash like that. Its hurt :) so much. I din't cry , why must i cry with that little shit thingy? Nahh,it's doesn't make any sense to me. But my heart. You know that feelings right? 

well dah 4 tahun kan. So rasa macam sekejapp sangat. Cuma kadang-kadang terfikir 'don't take any chances' :') hm em.

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